Back At It

Hiiii.. I’m backkkk..AGAIN! I recently realized that I am one of those people who just refuses to go away. You know what I mean – I won’t give up. I have conquered a lot of things in my life but losing weight (and keeping it off) is not one of them. Yes, its been over six months since I’ve written and yes, I am still talking about my weight. My weight is something I think about 24 hours a day, seven days a week and let me tell you – its exhausting. I just want to be happy and healthy. “So why don’t I, you say?” IT’S NOT EASY PEOPLE!! No one ever told me how hard it would be to lose weight once you are in your 50’s!! Oh, I didn’t tell you? Yes, I turned 53 last month and I am still in shock about it. Sigh…But back to the weight loss. I say all this to say, I’m still trying to get a handle on my weight so that I can be healthier, not have all the aches and pains and just honestly, to feel normal. Normal as in I’m tired of being self-conscious, tired of my doctors giving me that look, along with the chastising head shake. I just want to enjoy me and my life, so…..here we go again!